If You Really Love Me Page 14
“Man. I’m glad this day’s over,” he says as he wraps an arm around my waist from behind. “Let’s go to the park. We can watch the stoners and the supposedly cool people.”
“Okay. Sure.” I pull the ACT study guides out of my locker and shove them into my backpack. After we do our people watching, we’ll find a quiet spot for me to work in some study.
As we walk out to Saul’s car, I take his hand. That’s something I would never have done in the past. Every time Saul put his arm around me or kissed me in school, I worried about what kind of reaction the gesture might get us from the other kids. I don’t worry about that anymore. The kids here already think I’m some kind of freak, and now I wonder why I ever cared what they thought of me. In a few months, I’ll be gone from this school for good, and I’ll probably never see most of them again. I want to hold my boyfriend’s hand now, so I do, and that’s all that matters.
It feels good to toss my backpack onto the backseat with Saul’s and forget about homework assignments and studying for a while. It feels good to let all the windows down on the car, to put some rock music on the radio, to sing along in loud, wildly off-key voices as we drive through a warm, sunny afternoon with spring dancing in the air. It feels good to not have fear and worry sitting on my shoulders like unwanted pets, to have a direction for my life.
And it’s great to share this little uncomplicated time with my boyfriend. I believe Saul’s right. Everything is going to be okay.
About the Author
GENE GANT grew up in Memphis, Tennessee, and lives with his family in a quiet little rural community just outside the city.
By GENE GANT
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